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I don't think I can do this......me and my mom are in one of the top 3 biggest fights we've ever been in, and I still don't want to leave. I don't think I can do it. I'm not that strong. I'm leaving everything I've known for the last 8 years, and some of the best friends I've ever had, old and new. I hate change. I'm not good at it, and I've never dealt with something like this. I don't cry very often. I don't like crying in front of people, and I don't like dumping my problems on people, but I've already cried like, 5 times over this, and when I do, I can't stop myself. I'm usually so good at holding back tears, but I just can't this time. I'm really and truly scared.