Jan 09, 2007 04:00
i said i wanted things to change
so now i'm gonna make them do just that.
i broke up with kyle yesterday
the extra stress was bringing both of us down
but i think it was worse on my end
because i'm a different person when i'm with him
i changed myself
as much as i told myself i wouldn't
i did.
and now i need to find myself in all of this
i love kyle
but it's been a long time coming
he'll still be around here and there but i need to do this.
i need to be a big girl :]
but it hasn't really hit me yet
today felt the same as every other day
that's gonna have to change.
this is gonna be weird
but i think it's a step in the right direction.
:]