lots to say
alright so i have a lot of things to say
currently, my stress level is the highest it has ever been.
i had a ment breakdown at work
all the old people were yelling at me to get them their damn coffee
and i just started crying and freaking out
couldn't even handle it.
this stupid research paper is giving me so much damn trouble
luckily, i have another week to do it
luckily.
and i'm not workng this weekend
so i'm thinking when we finally get to go on christmas break, i'll be alright
but currently, i can't even handle anything.
just everyday i have so many things running through my head at one particular second
i need to get a break and clear my mind
and not have people yelling at me at workm, not have me freaking out about my paper, not being yelled at every single day of my life for cheerleading and doing the same damn thing day after day after day.
oh and our first competition is this saturday btw.
i'm glad we have 3 practices before then?
and i don't think anyone will be coming to it
sweet.
but today, after the events of yesterday..
i am getting rid of all the little things to do
like going to the bank and getting a birthday card for my dad
and cleaning my room
the less clutter in my space, the less clutter in my mind.
that's how i see it.
but anyways
my birthday was kind of lame this year
a couple people asked me what i was dressed up for
i was like cool im glad that we're friends.....?
and every card i got from my family was belated
except from my grandma
real cool family :[
but all dumb matters aside,
i got into all of the colleges i applied to :]
so now i've narrowed it down to state, grand valley, and maybe central
but we'll see
i'll have to visit some schools soon :]
oh and this weekend, when i'm not working on my paper
i am going to be making oreo dirt pudding :]
+ plus i don't have to work at all!!
so that's pretty much where my life is right now
i'm just mentally over worked
anyone have any de-stress tips for me?
i could use them right about now
commentttttttt
p.s. pattie i forgot to tell you something!!!!!!!!
currently, my stress level is the highest it has ever been.
i had a ment breakdown at work
all the old people were yelling at me to get them their damn coffee
and i just started crying and freaking out
couldn't even handle it.
this stupid research paper is giving me so much damn trouble
luckily, i have another week to do it
luckily.
and i'm not workng this weekend
so i'm thinking when we finally get to go on christmas break, i'll be alright
but currently, i can't even handle anything.
just everyday i have so many things running through my head at one particular second
i need to get a break and clear my mind
and not have people yelling at me at workm, not have me freaking out about my paper, not being yelled at every single day of my life for cheerleading and doing the same damn thing day after day after day.
oh and our first competition is this saturday btw.
i'm glad we have 3 practices before then?
and i don't think anyone will be coming to it
sweet.
but today, after the events of yesterday..
i am getting rid of all the little things to do
like going to the bank and getting a birthday card for my dad
and cleaning my room
the less clutter in my space, the less clutter in my mind.
that's how i see it.
but anyways
my birthday was kind of lame this year
a couple people asked me what i was dressed up for
i was like cool im glad that we're friends.....?
and every card i got from my family was belated
except from my grandma
real cool family :[
but all dumb matters aside,
i got into all of the colleges i applied to :]
so now i've narrowed it down to state, grand valley, and maybe central
but we'll see
i'll have to visit some schools soon :]
oh and this weekend, when i'm not working on my paper
i am going to be making oreo dirt pudding :]
+ plus i don't have to work at all!!
so that's pretty much where my life is right now
i'm just mentally over worked
anyone have any de-stress tips for me?
i could use them right about now
commentttttttt
p.s. pattie i forgot to tell you something!!!!!!!!