another update for pattycakes :]

[candyxohearts]

sometimes i wake up to days
that are 20 times better than i expect them to be

today was one of those days

i had probobly the best conversation of my life with my mom today
and i got to spend some time with my dad even though it wasnt what the plan was
it still worked out okay

and you know what else?
i'm doing just fine :]

other than my car needing a new radiator
and now starting to go to physical therapy
things have been pretty fricken okay

i started counseling
and it's already starting to help me

i'm surrounding myself with better people
who let me know that they care about me and are there for me
as i am for them (:D)

i can call my friends when i want to hang with them
(im hanging out with miranda tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

i can make myself happy now
i know i'm capable of anything
the sky is the limit
fo shizzle 8]

tumbling is going awesome
i run and work out a lot now as well
which is wonderfulllllllll

i have a relationship with my mom
a good one

i have a strong relationship with kyle
and i always will
no matter what :]

i'm re-kindling the good old friendships i once had and lost
and i'm making new friends

helloooooo self-esteem again :]

i don't know what else to say

if you're close to me then you know what's been going on in my life
and if you don't, then it's too bad you have to read my journal to find out
:p

have a nice fricken day today everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!