The L word (not love)
Thursday- I didn't do much. I did have band practice but it wasn't that fun. I talked on the phone with a flower. Later I telephoned a dog and nearly lost my mind. I experience terror. I have never been so affraid and enlighted before in my life. I am changed from Thursday night. I wish I could get every human on this earth to the place I was Thursday night. It is your worst nightmere multiplied 19 trillion. It was fucked up. At the same time it was beautiful. I was sober too. I wasn't on drugs. This was more intense than any drug. I can't get into to it, but maybe someday you will understand.