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These past couple weeks Ive been working and its definetly not as easy as it use to be. The energy it takes me now to just get out at night is just ridiculous. Tonight I am way to tired to go... But it's a better job than what I had before. Most nights I just have to work at the registration table and it's easy to adjust to. During the days though are a little hectic. Some days are good and some are bad. Today was just absolutely horrible. Days like today remind me of why I dont want to go back to certain things. and also, I now am aware of why I don't like getting my friends job opportunities at the place that I work at. Especially one that doesn't have a car and always needs a ride there or doesn't even show up to the interview....So Im done being Captian Save-A-Hoe.
Now I am sitting at James' and finally getting the chance to update this thing. I finally got to see the person I had missed so much and whenever I saw him I realized that I made him out to be better in my memories. Not to say I didn't miss him its just I had this stupid idea of us actually having a chance. But I have to admit that I feel a lot better now that I saw him. I just about instantly got over him... And I think what also had contributed to this apiffany (Excuse my spelling if its wrong) was that I have sort of had my sights on someone else. I guess Ive always been the resiliant type. But of course I dont see it going beyond mentioning it more than this once.
>>Holiday Update
Christmas: My aunt Emily is visiting and of course that leaves me without a bed. But it also means that my mom and her are drinking pretty much around the clock. So it makes my mom a little more easier going. She actually has been allowing me to take the Infiniti to work. But after tonight I will be happy to be getting my bed back. Im kind of sick of not being at home and not having my room whenever I want to be in it.
New Years Plans: My mom and I (and possibly a couple of others) are going to be going to the opening of Stoneys in Summerlin. Then it will be off to the strip. I actually want to see the fireworks at midnight this year! Im pretty sure Im going to get a driver for the night although someone from work has offered to drive because he doesnt drink.. But of course I dont have any real defininte plans. Im possibly the worst person at making plans. So the only thing I know for sure is that I WILL be drunk and I WONT be wearing a dress like I did last year.
Well the person I just said I was over has just called and Im suprised he let me know he was back in town. =\
Now I have to take a couple of friends back to their places so I will write another day.
Now I am sitting at James' and finally getting the chance to update this thing. I finally got to see the person I had missed so much and whenever I saw him I realized that I made him out to be better in my memories. Not to say I didn't miss him its just I had this stupid idea of us actually having a chance. But I have to admit that I feel a lot better now that I saw him. I just about instantly got over him... And I think what also had contributed to this apiffany (Excuse my spelling if its wrong) was that I have sort of had my sights on someone else. I guess Ive always been the resiliant type. But of course I dont see it going beyond mentioning it more than this once.
>>Holiday Update
Christmas: My aunt Emily is visiting and of course that leaves me without a bed. But it also means that my mom and her are drinking pretty much around the clock. So it makes my mom a little more easier going. She actually has been allowing me to take the Infiniti to work. But after tonight I will be happy to be getting my bed back. Im kind of sick of not being at home and not having my room whenever I want to be in it.
New Years Plans: My mom and I (and possibly a couple of others) are going to be going to the opening of Stoneys in Summerlin. Then it will be off to the strip. I actually want to see the fireworks at midnight this year! Im pretty sure Im going to get a driver for the night although someone from work has offered to drive because he doesnt drink.. But of course I dont have any real defininte plans. Im possibly the worst person at making plans. So the only thing I know for sure is that I WILL be drunk and I WONT be wearing a dress like I did last year.
Well the person I just said I was over has just called and Im suprised he let me know he was back in town. =\
Now I have to take a couple of friends back to their places so I will write another day.