256 Aloof
I will be a quarter of a centurt old this year.
What do I want to do with my life?
God, I wiil be a decade old this year but I'm still clueless af.
2015 was hell of a year of emotional rollercoaster rides. Ironically, more downs than ups. Scientifically, not possible lol.
I was on the fast track, on the safe path to a comfortable life but now I'm just the rotten apple that got left behind.
It's hard to not be demoralized at times but, I can't be grateful enough for my parents and close friends around me.
I've never ever EVER in my life faced such a huge setback before, and I don't even know up till now, do I regret the decisions I have made that have led up till this point of my life now.
I think I do and I actually care more than what I dare to show. But alas, time travel is not within any realms of possibility yet for me to go back in time to undo what I did.
Thank goodness, my parents don't have much of a choice being my parents hah.
Here's to a better 2016 (Y)
What do I want to do with my life?
God, I wiil be a decade old this year but I'm still clueless af.
2015 was hell of a year of emotional rollercoaster rides. Ironically, more downs than ups. Scientifically, not possible lol.
I was on the fast track, on the safe path to a comfortable life but now I'm just the rotten apple that got left behind.
It's hard to not be demoralized at times but, I can't be grateful enough for my parents and close friends around me.
I've never ever EVER in my life faced such a huge setback before, and I don't even know up till now, do I regret the decisions I have made that have led up till this point of my life now.
I think I do and I actually care more than what I dare to show. But alas, time travel is not within any realms of possibility yet for me to go back in time to undo what I did.
Thank goodness, my parents don't have much of a choice being my parents hah.
Here's to a better 2016 (Y)