stupid melo
So melo isn't working and I feel like posting. I'm going to do so on here! wow.
I'm really liking this jeff guy. He calls me pretty much every night to tell me good night. And he calls me every day around lunch time. And he texts me good morning. He's really sweet. And ohmigosh is he a hottie. I am really really attracted to him. He's got gorgeous eyes and pretty skin and tattoos and abs and his hands and lips are so soft and he's the best kisser. He was going to move to Florida. He said since he's met me, he's changed his mind b/c he's happy w/me and he wants to get to know me better. Next week he's going to get his own place!! I am sooo excited. I have to be cautious though. Don't fall in love too fast again. I did that with Brian and I hate myself for it. Girls break up w/guys they fall in love with too fast. I don't want to fuck up a good thing. And I don't want to fuck him too soon... but not too late. It's got to be perfect timing. And it has to be spectacular.
I can't get over his kiss.... *sigh*
Hopefully I will get to see him tonite after class :)
I wonder what we'll do
He said to think of something I want to do
I just like to be alone w/him..
Maybe we could walk up Riverwalk or something
That's pretty at night
and kind of scary
I wish I could explain the way he kisses. . so I can always remember it
He kinda kisses like he's in love.. and he doesn't want to let go
Like he wants it to last forever
wow im corny <3