fed up
i want my summer fling like NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
but on another note...i think i'm going to cut back on smoking. i don't want to say quit because i think i'll still enjoy an occasional social smoke...things of that nature. and half the "older" guys i meet seem to smoke and it's a great excuse to go outside and "take a smoke break" and ultimately talk alone. :P also the increase in my stress level hasn't really help...it just makes me want to smoke even more....i mean i think i like the action of smoking more than anything. it gives me something to do rather than be idle. but then again....the summer, reading/people watching, drinking coffee (or beer) and smoking a cigarette is oh so blissful. i dunno if this is really going to change anything because i am such an on and off smoker...but we'll see. another side note...i can't tell any physical affects from smoking...i can still work out just fine.
but on another note...i think i'm going to cut back on smoking. i don't want to say quit because i think i'll still enjoy an occasional social smoke...things of that nature. and half the "older" guys i meet seem to smoke and it's a great excuse to go outside and "take a smoke break" and ultimately talk alone. :P also the increase in my stress level hasn't really help...it just makes me want to smoke even more....i mean i think i like the action of smoking more than anything. it gives me something to do rather than be idle. but then again....the summer, reading/people watching, drinking coffee (or beer) and smoking a cigarette is oh so blissful. i dunno if this is really going to change anything because i am such an on and off smoker...but we'll see. another side note...i can't tell any physical affects from smoking...i can still work out just fine.