"There's nothing wrong with sobriety in moderation."- John Ciandi
well yesterday was a day of healing...i didnt really do anything too exciting all day. but i did hang out with staley and huckle at eulaus house for like a little more than an hour but i had to head over to pjs house. and thus i was there for like an hour, mabey one of the worst hours of my life but i guess thats expected. soon after i went over rachels house and we visited mike at work and rented without a paddle and like cuddled and looked like creeps durring the entire movie, lol she makes me happy i love you buddy! but i saw tim for all of 15 mins and then i took off. my sister is still missing from friday night and eh i dont care but at the same time i do, im just sick of caring so much about her when she makes it so obvious that she doesnt care about me. but today i woke up the kids at the mawn house with the exception of rachel...they all took for fucking ever to wake up so me and rachel went to best buy and picked up rosie on the way to the outlets. we came back and mike was just leaving to go home or work or whatever and allison was still in bed...so much for a mall date and what not but thats okay it was still a good day. then i went home around 4 and babysat till like 9 at my house lol, so basically i put on like three movies and sat here and did nothing with the her. i love getting paid to sit on my ass and do nothing. and ive kinda come to the not so permenant choice that im gonna not do drugs every single chance that i have (aka every like what 3-4 days now), just like special ocasions and shit like my birthday. eh this probally wont last long but i think i just scared myself.