takes my pain away
theres alot going on right now. thursday a very amazing guy who has only been married to his wife since the summer and a soon to be father died. i dont fucking understand how it happened, it was just so random. but as far as i know the wake is tuesday and the funeral is weds and starting at blessed sacrment and then they are doing that follow thing all the way to the cape. and for future reference...to all my friends...all you asswholes better let me die first, i dont deal well. but so for the day i hung out at mikes house with allison, rachel, eulau, staley, and jeremy for a while. then we took the girls to work and me and eulau went back to my house till like 5 and then picked up mike. thennn we drove richie all over hell and creation over some rolls and weed. lol we went to sharon and all over walpole and all the way to north attlobrough, haha but i got a free roll out of the deal. eventually went back to rachels house were apprently karen thought it was sketchy that all of them were there except me and mike becuase she claims me and mike are "a dangerous pair" lol. but yeah so that was a good night for the most part, i was kinda sad but i was able to keep myself entertained and happy for most of the night. then me and eulau and staley came back to my house staley left after like an hour and eulau slept over. haha "why did everyone get out of the car??"-lol i said that while we were in bed like after 10 good mins of silence cuz aprpently i thought i was in my car lol. but then the next day we picked up mike at like 12 and drove around then chilled at my house. i had to work at 4 and then i got out at 7 cuz of the snow. chilled with my sister and shannon a bit tonight and then they went back to the familys house and i needed some chill time so i went for a long walk...yes thats correct, i walked in the street though seeing as there were no cars and they had plowed main street. but thats about it. i wish i could sleep cuz i dont feel well and im lonely, god damn snow is keeping me home alone.