"they only want you when your 17, when your 21 your no fun."
um lets see yesterday i spent most of the day at christians like open house gathering thingie and blah blah candace did something dumb and took off and then i went to rachels at like 6ish andi hung out with rachel, eulau, tim, staley, jeremy, and for a brief amount of time joe, christian and mike. we also saw richie for a short amount of time for obvious reasons. and of course being the type of person that i am i was basically fucked up since like 11am on. and then blah bad mood kicked in cuz of dumb shit but i appreciate the interest tim and eualu and others took in trying to make me feel better, love you guys. but basically i went home and did stuff and then went to work at 6am and then went home showered and picked up eualu and went to rachels were we waited for tim and then went to emerald square and went to comics where my lovely wonderful bestestest friend rachel bought me a kurt cobain poster. then we chilled at my house for like half an hour and then picked up michaeal from the gun club and went back to rachels house to hang out, chris came over eventually and then like an hourish later me and eualu went back to his house with him and huckle showed up for a wee bit. and then i dropped rachel off at sometime before ten im not sure exactly what time that was at and then i said gnite to my parents and went right back out lol and waited for my ride. and now ive just recently arrived home and i feel ehhhhhhhh headache and tired and i actually might get sick cuz i dont feel good but i guess thats the cost you pay. im just kinda chillin in my basement waiting to pass out and listening to the party monster soundtrack but only the song seventeen cuz for some odd reason it reminds me of a certain person and i cant seem to not think about him and thus this is supposed to help? no but i think im losing my mind so this is what makes sence for the time being. tomorrows planes are to go to