give me heart attacks
candace is my anti drug <-rachel claims that i am her anti drug and it amuses me a bit. i also enjoy all the comments on my last entry lol yay for controversy! but eh lets see today was ok for the most part. first period i slept seeing as i took some sleep aid the night before and i was still wicked tired. and then we did a mock trial in street law, most enjoyable and in art i did nothing but talk to rachel like usual, and then came science where i also did nothing but talk to eulau tom and louie. then me and eulau skipped last period, altered our minds and then picked mike up. we went to chilis and then just ran some errands and shit. visited tim and then the four of us drove around and then went to see richie and went to taco bell, sadly durring most of this time i had a horrible headache and was a tid bit on the edge lol, sry if i snapped at anyone. but then i drove richie home and then left everyone with tim at his house cuz i was supposed to be home after school and at that point it was like 540 and my cell phone wasnt working but i used eulaus and my dad left an interesting message so i came home. but let me just say this: i really can not stand my family and i honestly hate them more than i think they even realize i do. and i dont care if i have no where to go and end up like roaming the streets of walpole looking for somewhere to sleep but i refuse to stay in this house a day longer than i have to. although i can picture my parents waking me up on feb 6th holding a suitcase and asking me to leave, but either way works i guess. but bascially got in a fight with my parents after and that was gay and they made me go with them to my brothers wrestling match which i hated, let me tell you why: basically i sat there watching a bunch of guys in spandex outfits trying to rape each other, plus all the pple around me are yelling shit like "get on top" "use your leggs" "put your back into it" "stuff the head", seriously your all big fat HOMOSEXUALS, and my brother sucks at it so idk why he even bothers. plus to top that mike holobeskos dad sat next to me and he reaked of booze and kept reminding me that his name was steve and that he was a libra. shoot me. but now im home and rather unhappy cuz boo hoo my life sucks, yeah i know same old sad story that no one wants to hear so ill save you the drama. but shall be better soon cuz i have mind altering substances being delivered here soon so that makes me uber happy and i dont care what yall think about that so you can all fuck yourselfs!