Jan 06, 2005 23:18
SNOW DAY TODAY. went to school and realized we didnt have any so i came home and slept till like 1130. went to rachels house mike jeremy and soon enough tim were there. twas a good time. left around 5 came home got bitched at for some stuff my mom came across while snooping in my room, i hate my god damn parents. so screaming battles went on for a good hour mostly with my dad. i basically just told eulau how i was gonna kill him lol i actually have it:
CandyPu: no wicked gay is the fact that its a crime to commit murder
raychie1022: umm
raychie1022: explain?
CandyPu: i want to slice my dads veins on both wrists and then attack him with a chain saw in the bath tub so the blood doesnt go everytwhere and then proceede to pour acid on his body so that it decinagrates and just oozes down the drain
raychie1022: hey candace
raychie1022: i love you
i love the fact that she loves me for saying that i want to kill my dad, oh god. but umm lets see i just finished a long anatomy project which sucked and now im gonna do a survey cuz im not at all tired. READ ON BITCHES:
2004:
1. go to a party?: yes
2. try something new?: yes
3. have someone change your life?: for the worse
4. kiss someone?: but of course
5. tell your family and friends you love them?: more so friends
6. buy something extravagant?: haha does drugs count?
7. do something nice for you?: i suppose
8. do something terribly wrong?: haha the better question is did i do anything right in 2004
9. move?: no
10. go to a concert?: 3 i belive
best of the year:
1. party: there were alot of good parties this year but the one that stands out right now is probally eulaus and new years
2. show: family guy and oc
3. cd: RHCP greatest hits, U2 vertigo, Emeniem encore and green day
4. movie: eh anchor man i suppose
5. song: eh im not sure
6. experience: i might have to come back to this one
7. concert: strange folk
8. book: kurt cobains journals
9. month: summer
10. day: aug 12-4, sept 13,oct 25, dec 31,
worst of the year:
1. party: ginas ended rather badly, but one in november sucked really badly as well
2. show: reality shit
3. cd: umm idk
4. movie: dawn of the dead
5. song: im sure theres tons of these
6. experience: too much can go here
7. concert: nah doesnt exist
8. book: english books
9. month: um probally september
10. Day: may 10, june 16, july 3, sept 11
hopes for 2005:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2005?: something about me getting in really big trouble, or death
2. what do you hope changes about your country?: bush gets assasinated
3. what do you hope for yourself?: well i hope that i can be happy first of all, get over small things and get along with my family for more than one day in a row. i want to be able to leave my ghosts in the clost and not let little things take me back and freak me out. i want to trust again and be able to have a relationship worth being in.
4. what do you hope for your family?: that either i leave them asap so they can stop worring about me, or we can start getting along
5. what do you hope for your best friend(s)?: i hope for the best for all of you, life is hard and i understand that and i want to help them out with whatever difficulties they come across, they all deserve to be happy and its hard to see them unhappy sometimes, much love!
during 2004:
1. where were you when it began?: with gina and cody trashed at some house in sharon
2. did you stay up?: till like 5am
3. what was your new year wish? ew it was a bad one
4. how many boyfriends?: pretty much only the one on and off
5. broke up?: yeah we did
6. have any crushes?: sure
7. care to mention names?: haha it was pretty much whoever i was with
8. new friends?: a few
9. had to say goodbye?: saying goodbye sucks ass
10. missed anyone?: everyday
11. win anything?: um not that i recall
12. best place you went to?: the weekend i spent at old orchard beach with pple i dont realy talk to right now but it still was as really good weekend
13. worst place you went to? a certain house
14. happiest moment?: none stand out-wow thats sad
15. how was your birthday?: actual birthday wasnt that good my parents ordered pizza and gave me like something wicked cheap, but leave it to my friends to make me happy we went out the next night.
16. best present?: my white gold braclet