Aug 02, 2008 22:29
I've been living on a different planet where all the cities have one way streets. Selfish people live in tiny houses and run around like brain sucking zombies. I never really noticed it until I stepped outside that city to see what I was living in. Funny how sometimes you have to step outside the sewer to see the clean water. Or how you have to meet the people like you before you see what you were surrounding yourself with. I just realized that the two closest people I had surrounded myself with and had the most contact and connection with were poisoning my life and my spirits. And somehow now I see the truth and now that they've both walked out on my life, I think I was shocked and deeply saddened (at least by one) and now that the second has walked out of my life I see everything as it really was.
Talk about having the wool over your eyes. Mine was more like being pulled into the sewer system and not in a good way. Being in the gutter is one thing, I think I was just flat out almost ruined.
However the point of this post is just that I'm fed up with selfish fuckers and I'm fed up with one way streets. It's either time for me to be a little selfish or time for me to just make better friends and companions. No one is perfect, and no one is meant to be. It's time to start the next chapter of my life. Where should I start it? I think Arizona has seen just about the last of me, but I will soon discover where I'm going to start my next and new adventure.