Mar 30, 2007 12:41
Gosh I want to sit here and write about how great the movie I saw last night was (SHOOTER) with Mark Walberg, how all I could think of is him taking his shirt off. How lovely his arms are. Whew doggie (such a Texas girl)! But I can't...
I got a very shocking phone call from my niece who lives in WI with some guy I've never met (besides the point), to find out she's pregnant. Not only is she accidentally pregnant, but she's engaged now also. She's turning 22 this year in August or September (I'm a shitty aunt as well, I can't remember family member's birthdays). I'm a little shocked ok a lot shocked and a little disappointed. I thought she was smarter than that, but then accidents happen.
I'm feeling like I'm the only female in my family who does not have kids and has not been married besides my (now 16) 15 year old niece. And instead of making that a bad thing, I am glad that it's not me who's pregnant. Sure I'd like to meet the right guy someday and get married and MAYBE have kids but who knows. I'm just trying to find a place to live that isn't a version of hell and I mean that in a literal sense.
What I should state at this point is I am totally content with being single and not having a love interest in my life, it's calmed me down a lot and it's what I needed to focus truly on myself and figure out what I want. So I'm at a good place in my life, except for the part of not living where I want to, but I'm getting there.
So in the end I'm honestly happy for her and can't wait to have another little baby to play with.