Bad Habits
So aside from my typical standard bad habit of nawing on my cuticles, I've taken up smoking again. Not to the extent I did before. Now it's just one or two a day on occasion. Last week I was awful, I took like 3 days off to do nothing but sleep almost all day and do nothing rewarding or encouraging to get past this stupid funk. I started drinking more too, FUN.
Ok so I was going to go home to Texas for Christmas, and a week ahead of time I cancelled that trip for reasons 'I' said were valid.
1) I want to start school next semester, I have a lease so I have to go part time for now, plus it's been awhile. So I had to decide if I wanted to go to Texas and spend a lot of money on gifts, or just go to school.
2) Let's face it, I'm very intimidated to go back to Texas, seeing my friends, feeling like I've not accomplished all that much.
So anyways, it's Saturday and I've been drinking wine, and I had no real dinner, but I want desert.
Why am I craving cheesecake?
DESERT!!!
Guess I'll be running to the corner store for a pack of smokes and a snack of some sort.
Ok so I was going to go home to Texas for Christmas, and a week ahead of time I cancelled that trip for reasons 'I' said were valid.
1) I want to start school next semester, I have a lease so I have to go part time for now, plus it's been awhile. So I had to decide if I wanted to go to Texas and spend a lot of money on gifts, or just go to school.
2) Let's face it, I'm very intimidated to go back to Texas, seeing my friends, feeling like I've not accomplished all that much.
So anyways, it's Saturday and I've been drinking wine, and I had no real dinner, but I want desert.
Why am I craving cheesecake?
DESERT!!!
Guess I'll be running to the corner store for a pack of smokes and a snack of some sort.