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i keep looking into the past and i cant even began to understand why. things were plainer then, maybe even less complicated but at the time i was wishing for something else something different. is that all there is, constant wishing, constant hoping? and as bad as i feel for doing it, i cant help but want to go back, back to when i wasnt overcomplicated and i had only myself to blame. because now its not even my fault, its nothing i can fix. i guess its just easier to cope when you know that you're the one fucking everything up.