why today?
im so gonna kill myself.
is it that its only me reacting boldly to ways that i feel? granted, im not any other person, i tend to think that im trying to better a situation, rather than turn it against me. but it seems that i have and in my attempt to live for it all, i have pinpointed the subtleties and descended upon them.
im not sure that i have a balance here.
my me is so disturbed right now. why is it that this occurs so frequently and only because of me? because in any case there would be no concern with my voice conjuring it. but if not there, it'll lie in me, mercilessly. continuously i am plagued by myself. i will never do anything that will mean harm to any other person but thats all i do, thats all i fucking do. i kill the spirits of the unsuspecting.
i am a fucking plague.
is it that its only me reacting boldly to ways that i feel? granted, im not any other person, i tend to think that im trying to better a situation, rather than turn it against me. but it seems that i have and in my attempt to live for it all, i have pinpointed the subtleties and descended upon them.
im not sure that i have a balance here.
my me is so disturbed right now. why is it that this occurs so frequently and only because of me? because in any case there would be no concern with my voice conjuring it. but if not there, it'll lie in me, mercilessly. continuously i am plagued by myself. i will never do anything that will mean harm to any other person but thats all i do, thats all i fucking do. i kill the spirits of the unsuspecting.
i am a fucking plague.