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i didn't go to school today. i was sick as fuck, with a sore throat. it hurts to breathe, cough, talk, and swallow. i hate it. tomarrow i'm going to the doctors in the morning. my mom said i probably don't have strep throat, though. thank god. my plans were ruined for today because i'm so sick. argh. my mom won't let me go anywhere or have anyone over. if i don't get to do anything tomarrow i'll be so fucking pissed. i'm also very mad that i didn't get to go to volleyball practice today because i was sick. sarah told me that she thinks i'm #27 and olivia told me that she thinks i'm #36. candy told me that there's a #6 left, so i'm hoping i can get that because that's my favorite and lucky number.
i found out bad news today. :( don't really want to say what they are though. it sucks.
i had mcdonalds for dinner! it was so good. then after my mom started talking about how much my aunt annoys her.. and i said to her that she acts like she's so superior to my aunt. my mom said she was and then tried to tell me that she was smarter than my aunt. i believe it, but then.. i told my mom that at least my aunt knows how to do 2x2 my mom says jokingly, "she don't!" lmfao. my mom is telling me how smart she is then she says something like, "she don't." what an idiot, haha.
i've been doing really nothing all day long, i woke up around 12:00 then just watched t/v all day. then i called danny and talked to him for a bit, and alison too. my aunt came over and got nate because they're going up north. wtf, why would you go up north in the winter. i don't understand.
i've realized that this year everyone has been changing. even if you don't realize it or not, everyone has. even me, i guess. i'm becoming more mature. or so i've been told. and i've realized that whatever i do, it's who i am.. and nothing's going to change that. everyone seems to be getting "older" too. and besides people changing, my life has been changing. people that i used to be close with, i'm not so close with anymore. i hate that. and people that i used to not be close with, i am now. i've gotten new friends, and lost old friends. in a way that bothers me, and in a way it doesn't. who knows. maybe i'm just overthinking things. i'm sick of people being so hypocritical, also. i hate when people say something is bad and then they do the same exact thing. or i hate when people say something, but then i turn around and then it's bad. idk, sorry i'm venting so much. i have no one to vent to, since it seems as if all my friends are "turning" on me lately. well, not turning on me, but like i said.. everything is becoming different and changing. argh. sometimes life is so complicated, and other times it's not. fuck it.
that's it.
i love danny so much.