Nov 10, 2005 20:25
Thought of the Day:
So we say we love our friends unconditionally. We say we care for our friends and we wouldnt know what to do with ourself if we lost one. So think of this... WE watch almost all of our closest friends dye slowley. WE watch them take pop, drink, tripp, roll, and what not, but WE seem to not care in a way. WE either join them or watch them kill themselfs. What if the next time your BF snorted some lines she/he died? Where would you be? What if you supplyed and he/she died? How would you feel? What if the next thing he/she does is their last? Why are we letting those who we care so much for kill or hurt themselfs. Why are they letting you/me do the same? Do they really care about you/me, and if they do, why arnt they saving me? Why arnt I saving them?
Now, put this into reality..... Alyssa, if you were drug free and Laura was the druggie, what would you do? watch herself slowly disinagrate like she watches you now? What if Laura died on an overdose and you were the only one in the fam to know her drug problem, would you feel responsible because YOU didnt do anything and you just layed back watched?
Olivia , if you were drug free and Billy was the one doing all sorts of shit would you care? how would you watch the one you love kill himself? wouldnt you do everything in your power to save him? that is what parents are for, to save us when we cant save ourselfs.
Val, if you were drug free (and seriously think about this) and Olivia were using heavy drugs or doing anything she could would you care? how would u cope with watching your BF kill herslef slowly? would you save her? What would you do if she died because of using or mixing? would you beat yourself for not helping the people who cant help themselfs?
Renee, if you were drug free and Greg was the one using would you care? what would you do? would you do everything in YOUR power to save his life, his future? How could you watch the one you care about slowly slip away?
For all of you who arnt into the drug scene (the very few of you) how do you watch your loved ones kill themselfs, kill their future? Are you ready to see them go? would you feel gulty if one of them died because you knew about it all along and didnt do shit to save them? We cant save ourselfs so will you save us?