I Fucked up
So....yeah....errrrr.....I got really really drunk and....kinda slept with someone who is not Alex. And Part of me is like, "well whatever" and part of me wants to break down. I don't regret it, but...I don't know. I miss him so much. I just want to see his face or hear his voice. Thats not a good enough reason, I know, but....I really did it this time. Honestly, I only want Alex, so I have no idea why I did that. Whats wrong with me? But in my defense, its not like we have an arrangements or anything. Crap!