OMG I WANT HIM BACK
wow things suck... i really want robbie back so bad but then again we had a ton of problems... i just dont know. i love him and i know that is the truth but its just so difficult to "move on" even though im sure he has. this blows.
today i was tanning with lauren and jenny and then i called jimmy and he came over. then alec and a few of her friends came over and that was pretty cool
i made egg salad... haha yess
so then i had a huge talk with jimmy about everything and im just not sure about everything going on in my life right now and i dont know how to handle it either. its just a whole bunch of shit thats getting piled on other things and i am so frustrated... i cant see things clearly. im sure everyone is so tired of hearing about it but i cant help the way i feel and this is a huge thing in my life. you can go out with someone for 2 years and then move on in like a day it just doesnt happen. but the real problem here is that i am still in love with him and i dont mean the fake love... its real. so now im stuck with my feelings and i hate it so much. i dont know what to do!! i hate the way i feel right now and i cant really do anything about it nor can i tell him about it. but it seems to me thats the only way i will ever feel better or like a weight has been lifted off... he has to know. well back to the drawing board... i need a plan to make my life better... no joke... everything sucks right now.
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Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
today i was tanning with lauren and jenny and then i called jimmy and he came over. then alec and a few of her friends came over and that was pretty cool
i made egg salad... haha yess
so then i had a huge talk with jimmy about everything and im just not sure about everything going on in my life right now and i dont know how to handle it either. its just a whole bunch of shit thats getting piled on other things and i am so frustrated... i cant see things clearly. im sure everyone is so tired of hearing about it but i cant help the way i feel and this is a huge thing in my life. you can go out with someone for 2 years and then move on in like a day it just doesnt happen. but the real problem here is that i am still in love with him and i dont mean the fake love... its real. so now im stuck with my feelings and i hate it so much. i dont know what to do!! i hate the way i feel right now and i cant really do anything about it nor can i tell him about it. but it seems to me thats the only way i will ever feel better or like a weight has been lifted off... he has to know. well back to the drawing board... i need a plan to make my life better... no joke... everything sucks right now.
*****************
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby