my whole world has fallen down
Well as the whole world seems to know... Robbie finally got so sick of me that he ended things. 2 years and it seems like it doesnt mean anything to him. I just love how it doesnt and then I have to hear about how he likes another girl who is like way better than me and i just dont know how to handle any of these things bc im just so consumed with jealousy and pain that i dont know what to do with myself anymore... i truly dont. i wish that things were the way they were in the beginning but they arent and i have to deal with that but still, i miss him and i miss having what this girl now has. They talk on the phone all the time and all this stuff and i just feel so crappy because he hates me now and doesnt care about me or how i feel anymore. I just want to wake up one day and discover all of this is one big nightmare and i wont have to feel this kind of pain anymore. He was the one who wanted to be friends and im trying so hard but he refuses. SO now she has moved on in and taken my place, as if i didnt even feel bad enough already.