well this is useless!
Well hell some times i do not know why i still love him and wish alot of the time that i didn't but i do i can't help it.I can't believe that it's already been a year,and yet it feels like just yesterday that i fell for him baby i love you with all my heart and even when i see you i still get butterflies in my stomach like i was the first date that we had on that cold night when you were so nerves to kiss me and we both kept trying to act like the other did not wan't to.Like the first time you wraped your arms around me in your drive way that was when i fell in love with you with all my heart,i told you not to tell me that you loved me and you did,i told you i did not wan't to fall for you and i did man i made so many mistakes i wish i could go back in time and do some of the things diffently like not fuck up i tell my self that you are not here that you don't have the same fellings for me but then i realize that i truely balieve in my heart steven that you do i hope one day baby that you read this and then you know that i do love you with all my heart love you always kandi...