everyone's policy is only to keep the ones they like.
get out of my dreams, get into my car.
i'm really bad at making new friends. how do you do it? "on the internet" doesn't count. i really despise being this shy; when people are talking about something i have an interest in, i can never muster up the courage to make even the slightest peep. i just sit there and stare, and try to smile. but people tend to think i'm really a snot when i do that, don't they? like it just seems like i think i'm above them, no? one on one situations are much better for me, but they don't really arise all too often. sometimes i can make them, but i still find myself embarrassed when i realize another person is around listening/watching me. i constantly feel like people are waiting for me to say the wrong thing and prove what they heard/think right. it's overbearing and i really wish my mind would shut up about its insecurities! boo.
let's be friends!
i'm really bad at making new friends. how do you do it? "on the internet" doesn't count. i really despise being this shy; when people are talking about something i have an interest in, i can never muster up the courage to make even the slightest peep. i just sit there and stare, and try to smile. but people tend to think i'm really a snot when i do that, don't they? like it just seems like i think i'm above them, no? one on one situations are much better for me, but they don't really arise all too often. sometimes i can make them, but i still find myself embarrassed when i realize another person is around listening/watching me. i constantly feel like people are waiting for me to say the wrong thing and prove what they heard/think right. it's overbearing and i really wish my mind would shut up about its insecurities! boo.
let's be friends!