omg an update
so it has to have been forever since my last update..i'll keep it short but sweet...alot has been going on..so yeah...
GRADES
i'm doing better..i was failing all my classes..but i brought most of them up now...except english..theres no way that i can pass it now..im too deep into the shit..but im taking night school..so im making up some credits..and well, thats good..
my grades are:
1-F
2-A
3-B+
4-A
5-A
6-D
Night school- A
yeah..those english and alg 2 grades dont look to great..but im trying really hard for math..i havent decided what im going to do yet about english..i guess we'll see..
LOVE
me and brian are still together...going to be 2 years next month, April 15..im pretty excited..but at the same time im so afraid..things have been a roller coaster between us..everything seems to be okay for the most part..but when it comes to that stupid stripper that hes friends with..everything just gets destroyed...i dont know, im having a really hard time with this..as im sure anyone would..but im trying hard not to complain and such..after all, they only talk on the phone..i hope..and besides, i love him..but ive made my mistakes just the same..and if he were to..well, i would have no other choice but to forgive him..unless it was severe, and he knows that if it was, hed be gone in a split second..i told him before..but whatever. im trying. i really am..i changed almost all my ways...i just dont think hes noticed it much..well, at least i know it..so yeah. basically. things in love could be better, but then again, they could be worse.
FRIENDS
lately ive been feeling..strange..so ive sort of been spending most of my time to myself..and i guess kind of pushing my friends away...well, because of my stress and such, i am now left w/ a cousin who hardly talks to me, and a best friend who isnt so much a best friend. i basically feel like the only friend i have right now is brian..and of course jacob, my little psychiatrist..and i dont know why, but for some reason i feel like right now, thats ok..i just need to be alone i guess...
HEALTH/FITNESS
so i got a gym membership to 24 hour fitness..i guess u could say im excited..im going to try really hard...push myself..and focus on that to just get everything off my mind..i guess ive just held it all in too long..so heres my gym schedule what i decided..
Monday- kickboxing/yoga/cycling alternation
Wednesday- strength training/cardio alternation w/ eventual ABXpress
Friday- kickboxing
Sunday- yoga/kickboxing/cycling alternation followed by the sauna =]
tuesdays and thursdays i have night school..so those days are out..im really excited..classes are fun..and ill have someone who i dont know (cus when i know them it gets on my nerves)..kicking my ass into gear. which is exactly what i need...i heard cycling will kick my ass, but damnit its worth a try..kickboxing and cycling are obviously for core strenth..yoga is to relieve my stress..sauna the same..and my own strength training and cardio are well, self explanitory..
and well, thats all i really want to say right now..i have to do some hw and shower before i go to bed..or i wont end up getting up tomorrow morning..so good night everyone, well, to those who read it at least...<333
GRADES
i'm doing better..i was failing all my classes..but i brought most of them up now...except english..theres no way that i can pass it now..im too deep into the shit..but im taking night school..so im making up some credits..and well, thats good..
my grades are:
1-F
2-A
3-B+
4-A
5-A
6-D
Night school- A
yeah..those english and alg 2 grades dont look to great..but im trying really hard for math..i havent decided what im going to do yet about english..i guess we'll see..
LOVE
me and brian are still together...going to be 2 years next month, April 15..im pretty excited..but at the same time im so afraid..things have been a roller coaster between us..everything seems to be okay for the most part..but when it comes to that stupid stripper that hes friends with..everything just gets destroyed...i dont know, im having a really hard time with this..as im sure anyone would..but im trying hard not to complain and such..after all, they only talk on the phone..i hope..and besides, i love him..but ive made my mistakes just the same..and if he were to..well, i would have no other choice but to forgive him..unless it was severe, and he knows that if it was, hed be gone in a split second..i told him before..but whatever. im trying. i really am..i changed almost all my ways...i just dont think hes noticed it much..well, at least i know it..so yeah. basically. things in love could be better, but then again, they could be worse.
FRIENDS
lately ive been feeling..strange..so ive sort of been spending most of my time to myself..and i guess kind of pushing my friends away...well, because of my stress and such, i am now left w/ a cousin who hardly talks to me, and a best friend who isnt so much a best friend. i basically feel like the only friend i have right now is brian..and of course jacob, my little psychiatrist..and i dont know why, but for some reason i feel like right now, thats ok..i just need to be alone i guess...
HEALTH/FITNESS
so i got a gym membership to 24 hour fitness..i guess u could say im excited..im going to try really hard...push myself..and focus on that to just get everything off my mind..i guess ive just held it all in too long..so heres my gym schedule what i decided..
Monday- kickboxing/yoga/cycling alternation
Wednesday- strength training/cardio alternation w/ eventual ABXpress
Friday- kickboxing
Sunday- yoga/kickboxing/cycling alternation followed by the sauna =]
tuesdays and thursdays i have night school..so those days are out..im really excited..classes are fun..and ill have someone who i dont know (cus when i know them it gets on my nerves)..kicking my ass into gear. which is exactly what i need...i heard cycling will kick my ass, but damnit its worth a try..kickboxing and cycling are obviously for core strenth..yoga is to relieve my stress..sauna the same..and my own strength training and cardio are well, self explanitory..
and well, thats all i really want to say right now..i have to do some hw and shower before i go to bed..or i wont end up getting up tomorrow morning..so good night everyone, well, to those who read it at least...<333