~*~My Opening~*~
Today, i decided to open up partly to a close friend named Saarah....I told her I felt bout lyke my feelings haven't to do wit guys.......wit a certain guy..Jake. I don't kno wat to do, I'm really depressed rite now..................I guess its just a phase I'm goin through but it's really hard. I wish I could meet a great guy who didn't pressure me and was really nice and traditional but w/e, i ain't dat lucky....and no i'm not saarah! I'm never really happy, everything goes rong in my lyfe, nowadays I don't bother to bother my friends by hangin out wit them at lunch, I just eat, go to da library( and a find a table and sit alone and wish I was never born) or my english class where I can usually be alone( where I try to do homework and also wish I was never born).My bro(steve) says dat I'll meet a guy who's rite for me and I'll be real happy, that i just got to have patience...but I think he's sort of rong, I dun't think dats gonna happen to stupid ol' me, also, Iman and Saarah say dat too..........i think there rong too...I just wanna be happy just once.....just once..........