i only wished you'd seen the stars.
last night was fun, chilling with the homies, kicking Matt's butt at poker! twice! i am going to miss Steve and Renee so much when they leave! those drunken nights,wild party's in hotel rooms,tons of junk food, it just won't be the same with out them there.
and the night before last was perfect. if ever there was a time the word fit.
for my birthday Kim took my Mom and Me to the pageant of the masters! i haven't said to many words about this because there arn't to many words to be had, you just have to see it. it is truly amazing, art in it's best form. it is living art, paintings done so real that you would never guess that there were real people inside/them. sculptures, cars, and so many other amazing things. it is something i just can't explain with words. there was a huge art exhibit on the way in there that made me ponder and i truly enjoyed, it is so encouraging and inspiring! it made me want to create right there and then. and after the show we went to the beach at laguna, oh how beautiful, how i love that place. we showed our mom where our hang out were in laguna and told her where we stayed and what we normally do when out there, it was something rad. i have come to realize that i am blessed, blessed enough for three people. if they split me in three and divided me up i would have enough joy, good memories, wonderful friends and life and even more love, to me, from me, and for me. that these three peoples lives would be more then overflowingly full with good things. so much love, so much joy, so much grace. there happened to be some skinny dippers at the beach when we got there, it was cute. they were laughing and giggling and running in the cold water. random people were cheering them on and laughing. ("oh to be young again, wild and crazy as we once lived"). after the beach at about 11:30p.m. we drove home. the meteor shower, Me, Kim and Mark peer pressured Danny into coming over, and watching the stars. I'm glad he did, i had a lot of fun, we stayed up and talked all night, i got no sleep. good times. the stars were Amazing! the perfect night to sleep outside.
*when i die, be happy for me, cause i lived a full life, something more then others are rarely lucky enough to do to have and to enjoy. crying if your willing, but joyous and be glad!*
and the night before last was perfect. if ever there was a time the word fit.
for my birthday Kim took my Mom and Me to the pageant of the masters! i haven't said to many words about this because there arn't to many words to be had, you just have to see it. it is truly amazing, art in it's best form. it is living art, paintings done so real that you would never guess that there were real people inside/them. sculptures, cars, and so many other amazing things. it is something i just can't explain with words. there was a huge art exhibit on the way in there that made me ponder and i truly enjoyed, it is so encouraging and inspiring! it made me want to create right there and then. and after the show we went to the beach at laguna, oh how beautiful, how i love that place. we showed our mom where our hang out were in laguna and told her where we stayed and what we normally do when out there, it was something rad. i have come to realize that i am blessed, blessed enough for three people. if they split me in three and divided me up i would have enough joy, good memories, wonderful friends and life and even more love, to me, from me, and for me. that these three peoples lives would be more then overflowingly full with good things. so much love, so much joy, so much grace. there happened to be some skinny dippers at the beach when we got there, it was cute. they were laughing and giggling and running in the cold water. random people were cheering them on and laughing. ("oh to be young again, wild and crazy as we once lived"). after the beach at about 11:30p.m. we drove home. the meteor shower, Me, Kim and Mark peer pressured Danny into coming over, and watching the stars. I'm glad he did, i had a lot of fun, we stayed up and talked all night, i got no sleep. good times. the stars were Amazing! the perfect night to sleep outside.
*when i die, be happy for me, cause i lived a full life, something more then others are rarely lucky enough to do to have and to enjoy. crying if your willing, but joyous and be glad!*