Conforming.
Yes, I'm [see title] because I've finally decided to write an entry after all this time. (Haven't written a word since the end of freshman year) This break has been going well, even though I waste at least 12 hours sleeping every day. Hey, don't hate on me just because I'm exhausted from school, and I suffer from insomnia so my time clock is always messed up. I worked last night, which was okay because I needed to make some money. However, my check better be correct next week or I'm going to put my two weeks in. I'm glad that I saw some people so early in the break, but there are still many who I have yet to see. Hopefully something fun happens on New Year's Eve so everyone can celebrate together. The update on my life at school is that I fully enjoy living in my suite with Chandi, Khalilah, Michelle, Britney, Charisse, Stefanie, and Vanessa (417 Love...All day, every day). They are pretty much my only friends at BC. Hahaha I'm just kidding, but I've decided what my New Year's resolution is going to be since I definitely struggled first semester academically and mentally. Don't get me wrong, I pulled through and did as well as I could for the effort I put in, and I still found ways to have fun. Moreover, my point is that I had to learn the difficult lesson that people change, especially those you consider "close" to you. Friends come and go, but true friends stay by your side no matter what. I don't care if you think I'm being corny or cliche because my first semester of sophomore year was truly a learning experience for me. I was telling Annie last night that I never expected to be friends with the people that I'm friends with now at school. It's true, first impressions aren't everything. You can't judge a book by its cover. You learn something new every day, and even as well as you think you know someone, their true colors always reveal themselves in the end. On a random note, I wish I could travel, but I am so poor. The last time I went anywhere out of the country was Bahamas (319...Damn, we fine). DAMN RIGHT, '04 IS BY FAR THE BEST CLASS! HAHA I should've considered studying abroad next semester because I'm not sure if I'm going to have housing next year, but we'll see. It would be such a good experience to be in a Spanish-speaking country so I could have the chance to become fluent. I'm happy I took Spanish this year because I probably would've forgotten everything I learned in high school. I would love to go to any country in Europe. For the past week, I've been analyzing my future, and what I want to do after I graduate from college. I definitely want to follow my passion for graphic design again in terms of advertising, and I want to become an event planner. I'm dead serious, too. As I told Shaona, I feel that even though we are getting so old, life is only beginning for us, especially when I heard the quote, "Today is the first day of the rest of your life." Some of my best friends are turning 20 this week. 2 Decades...That's crazy! Well, I'm going to get on with the rest of my life so I'll write in this in a year or so. Peace.