to cut/not to cut
for the past 3 months i've been wanting to go cut my hair, namely because my fringe is sooooo long and heavy it irks me. but of course, theres this stupid thing called school and because having a hair cut is just so time consuming, i refuse to allocate some time to it. but the irony of it all is that i'm finally going for my hair cut, when exams are just around the corner. hah, life is weird.
anyway the thing every time i know i'm going to cut my hair, i always have this internal struggle - drastic change or stay the same? generally, i kinda know i'm the sort of person who's resistant to change yet it seems like an awful waste of $$ to go to kr and just have a trim. so time after time, i discuss the possibilities of doing something so radically different with my hair, something to the extent of chopping my curls off, something that makes people go 'hey, you cut your hair!' and true that, this is precisely what is happening now. i even went to this site whereby you can upload a picture of yourself and try on different hairstyles, i'd post them here but i'm far too embarrassed to do so. probably cus they look kinda spastic, but mostly cus i'm not proud of the fact i'm that retarded.
the thing is, even after ALL THIS, a tiny part of me knows i'm just going to get a trim. which sucks, because i wish i were brave enough to change it, i wish i had the courage to tell my hairdresser to cut it all off, but that's not going to happen. at least i don't think it will. i don't think i could live with having less than average hair through this festive period. haha and the best part is, i'm still going to be thinking, all the way till saturday, to cut or not to cut, decisions, decisions.
oh and i just have to add, i want a micro pig for x'mas.
anyway the thing every time i know i'm going to cut my hair, i always have this internal struggle - drastic change or stay the same? generally, i kinda know i'm the sort of person who's resistant to change yet it seems like an awful waste of $$ to go to kr and just have a trim. so time after time, i discuss the possibilities of doing something so radically different with my hair, something to the extent of chopping my curls off, something that makes people go 'hey, you cut your hair!' and true that, this is precisely what is happening now. i even went to this site whereby you can upload a picture of yourself and try on different hairstyles, i'd post them here but i'm far too embarrassed to do so. probably cus they look kinda spastic, but mostly cus i'm not proud of the fact i'm that retarded.
the thing is, even after ALL THIS, a tiny part of me knows i'm just going to get a trim. which sucks, because i wish i were brave enough to change it, i wish i had the courage to tell my hairdresser to cut it all off, but that's not going to happen. at least i don't think it will. i don't think i could live with having less than average hair through this festive period. haha and the best part is, i'm still going to be thinking, all the way till saturday, to cut or not to cut, decisions, decisions.
oh and i just have to add, i want a micro pig for x'mas.