Feb 16, 2011 10:00
Depression sucks.
I have periods of just utter lowness.
I question the good things in my life. I don't know if I'm being ridiculous. Not like it really matters.
I don't know, I have no one to talk to.
I'm really just working to bolster myself not to care. But I feel like that's anti-productive of trying to build self esteem and self worth.
I miss my cousin/best friend :(
One good thing, I got a temporary job as a promotional model at the sabres games handing out degree for men. Pays 18 an hour, short shifts so it's perfect during school.