Dec 07, 2005 23:12
"And if i hurt you then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy."
they'll never hurt you like i do...
I talked to him for 3 minutes today. It's actually more heartbreaking to see him. Ok so i stalked him, but it's better when we are alone. I know he still loves me, i can tell. He's just stubborn. He even gave me a hug. It's sad because i never had to fight for him, he was just there. I screwed up and now i want him more than anything in the world. I never had to fight so hard for something [and still] not get it.
I can remember all the nights we spent together - I took advantage of it, thinking he'd always be there... He was my best friend. I told him things i would never tell anyone else. I guess i never knew him as well as i thought, or maybe just not as well as he knew me. Well it's nice to know that no matter how much you're there for someone, they can turn their back in an instant. Sounds hypocritical, i know.
Baby when i get you back, i'm gonna show you what i'm made of.
DID YOU KNOW I MISS YOU...