i feel numb

[candycanefairy]

i'm trying to find some closeure but it's not coming as easy as i thought. i woke up feeling like a bus hit me then backed up and ran me over 20 times. and then i started to feel bad because i told tori that i would stay on and talk to her but i ended up falling asleep in my own misery. i'm having serious cramps and overdosing on advil isn't really helping. eeeehh

i want lots of huggles :(
jessica