so much for my happy ending.
So,
Shit really sucks. I feel like I've been in some sort of sick sociology lesson. I think it's even sicker that I'm looking at things in that sense. I've been talking to many people, with many different experiences; and instead of accumulating all of these things into one general theory that could possibly apply to my situation, and help me, I've been analyzing people, and looking at how people react as individuals. I've been playing pseudo-therapist, indirectly, (to distract myself), and learning about how people work. Because that's what I need to know, and that's what everyone needs to know. Hopefully, I'll come out of this with some obscenely amazing theory about people that I can sell [for my soul] later on in life, and make lots of money out of. That would be nice. Yeah, sure.
Shit really sucks. I feel like I've been in some sort of sick sociology lesson. I think it's even sicker that I'm looking at things in that sense. I've been talking to many people, with many different experiences; and instead of accumulating all of these things into one general theory that could possibly apply to my situation, and help me, I've been analyzing people, and looking at how people react as individuals. I've been playing pseudo-therapist, indirectly, (to distract myself), and learning about how people work. Because that's what I need to know, and that's what everyone needs to know. Hopefully, I'll come out of this with some obscenely amazing theory about people that I can sell [for my soul] later on in life, and make lots of money out of. That would be nice. Yeah, sure.