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Weird fucking occurence; not really relating to anything relevant, but to past things, which makes me wonder about current things and everything else in the world.
I need to cut down on the psych.
It's cold.
First snow of the year, which I missed by intoxication. I'm not sure if this was a good thing or a bad thing. This time, right now, is a bad thing.
I don't do well with change, and though I have not changed much, my surroundings and people I love have changed. In sleepy thought last night, when I woke up at 4 am, I realized that many people have moved in the past two months. Matt moved, Kath moved, Tash moved, the bar closed, my parents are moving, and Marissa is moving. That's alot of fucking moving, which I don't do well with. I've been stable, location wise, and everyone else (for the most part) has been stable, and it's quite a bit to take in all at once, when one comes down to it.
I applied for a job today. I should probably do more of that.
Again, it's cold. How fitting.
I need to cut down on the psych.
It's cold.
First snow of the year, which I missed by intoxication. I'm not sure if this was a good thing or a bad thing. This time, right now, is a bad thing.
I don't do well with change, and though I have not changed much, my surroundings and people I love have changed. In sleepy thought last night, when I woke up at 4 am, I realized that many people have moved in the past two months. Matt moved, Kath moved, Tash moved, the bar closed, my parents are moving, and Marissa is moving. That's alot of fucking moving, which I don't do well with. I've been stable, location wise, and everyone else (for the most part) has been stable, and it's quite a bit to take in all at once, when one comes down to it.
I applied for a job today. I should probably do more of that.
Again, it's cold. How fitting.