May 21, 2010 23:25
i love that old man. the first boy i dated in college. the guy i made out with in the mchenry library when no one was looking.
the old man trapped in that lanky, plaid-wearing, raw-jeans, fixie-riding, veggie/vegan, scenester's body.
today i got a breath of california fresh air. he's back to visit. and im happier than i've been in a very long time.
yup. he's my platonic soul-mate. as much as those words make me cringe (ugh, "soul-mate." barf...) its true. i may be in love and love some people in my life, but with him i feel whole again.
my freshman year, 18-year-old self just did a litlte victory dance.
so good night, old man. sleep well. santa cruz missed you, but i've missed you more. dont stay gone for so long next time, eh?