Tough Times
last night was another episode...i miss my papa so much it's not even funny. its like I know he's gone but it doesn't feel like he's gone. it just feels like i've been away for awhile. but when i realise that i will never see his face again or hear his corny jokes or go fishing or something it just comes to me like a cloud full of heavy rain and i cant stop. i know its normal to mour but is it normal to still be angry? urgh...............