alrighty then.
well... maybe since i am gonna be home tomorrow waiting for my doctors appointment, i can talk to my bestest buddy. AJ. LOL he is like my best friend that is a guy lol he always makes me smile so we are some times but it lasts for maybe like 3 seconds. But i am kinda mad. because so far he was like saying that he was going to talk to these two differnt guys.... one separate occasions. but he like when i am like around the guys acts weird and like i dont know. He acts like a boyfriend would and like starts like watching to make sure i am not like giving off any cheating signs and like starts acting kind of mean... i dont know how to explain it. But i love him. Even though i would never like go out with him or date him or anything like that... i will always love him more then any little boyfriend i ever go out with... unless i marry that person then its a differnt kind of love though. When he corrects my grammer i am not sure if he is trying to annoy me or really just trying to help me so that i dont embarrass the hell out of myself one day.
He is a true friend. Thats what a true friend is. Nothing can ever take a true to the end friend away! Even if it is a girl friend of mine they get mad if i like ask them to hook me up or anything of that sort. i can hook them up 30 times and they get all like i dont want to loose you and i just want you to hang out with me please dont go out with them... or anyone.
I cant stand being attracted to a guy that no one either knows or they dont want you to "hook you up" with... Great. lol And just because i say that i think that a guy is cute or some where along those lines does not mean that i want to like hook up with them. And another thing even if i did use to be really kinky and all that does not mean i am not and i really want to get with people who are not like that. So stop trying to take me away from poeple like that. i want it please just help me to move out of that phase. I am soooooooo done with it. I just want a Christian lol! HELP> and i have prayed and read my bible today!
I love you, X0comeX0backX0kid0XCandyX0cane0X
He is a true friend. Thats what a true friend is. Nothing can ever take a true to the end friend away! Even if it is a girl friend of mine they get mad if i like ask them to hook me up or anything of that sort. i can hook them up 30 times and they get all like i dont want to loose you and i just want you to hang out with me please dont go out with them... or anyone.
I cant stand being attracted to a guy that no one either knows or they dont want you to "hook you up" with... Great. lol And just because i say that i think that a guy is cute or some where along those lines does not mean that i want to like hook up with them. And another thing even if i did use to be really kinky and all that does not mean i am not and i really want to get with people who are not like that. So stop trying to take me away from poeple like that. i want it please just help me to move out of that phase. I am soooooooo done with it. I just want a Christian lol! HELP> and i have prayed and read my bible today!
I love you, X0comeX0backX0kid0XCandyX0cane0X