theres still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
well well well....sooo much crap has happened in the past two weeks or so...i dont even know where to begin......
today is the day that he leaves...its an awkward feeling when i actually sit down and think about how much i care...but whatever i dont want to even think about it...my stomach hurts..
so thursday rachel got herself arrested! stupid boozin...ha i was in jail until like 5:30 in the mornin'! my sister had to come bail my retarded ass out...lol...then she dropped me off at eli's..we didnt go to sleep..instead we stayed up watching movies until i had to go to school..since my car was in the impound...i had to drive eli's van to school on friday...good times...
then after being in jail all night and not sleeping, i was ready to go to sleep after going to school and then getting my car....i lay my head down...almost passed out when the phone rang....it was cassy...o man...she wanted to know if i wanted to go to the TASTE OF CHAOS TOUR....and i did go...cassy and i had a great time...lol wow wow wow....btw...i feel in love with the used all over again that night...i cant believe how amazing they sounded...i havent heard them perform like that since the very first time i saw them!
yea..i havent too much...i cant sleep right....blah...ive been hanging out with eli like everyday...i wish he werent going to jail! last night we foosed and boozed as usual...i must say...im getting better and better...this morning i woke up with my socks and eli's socks on...lol o man i am an idiot...
still im rambling...i need to stop drinking everyday....i go to court tomorrow...im going to be soooo fucked!!!!!
school is kicking my ass...i think im going to drop my accounting class because today i said something to the teacher about going over the chapters before we go home and try to do the homework...and he pretty much said o well..thats my style of teaching and that he wanted us to get frustrated with finding out everything that we can do wrong....fuck that
my grandpa isnt doing very well...im trying to prepare myself for the envidiable...i just ...fuck
today is the day that he leaves...its an awkward feeling when i actually sit down and think about how much i care...but whatever i dont want to even think about it...my stomach hurts..
so thursday rachel got herself arrested! stupid boozin...ha i was in jail until like 5:30 in the mornin'! my sister had to come bail my retarded ass out...lol...then she dropped me off at eli's..we didnt go to sleep..instead we stayed up watching movies until i had to go to school..since my car was in the impound...i had to drive eli's van to school on friday...good times...
then after being in jail all night and not sleeping, i was ready to go to sleep after going to school and then getting my car....i lay my head down...almost passed out when the phone rang....it was cassy...o man...she wanted to know if i wanted to go to the TASTE OF CHAOS TOUR....and i did go...cassy and i had a great time...lol wow wow wow....btw...i feel in love with the used all over again that night...i cant believe how amazing they sounded...i havent heard them perform like that since the very first time i saw them!
yea..i havent too much...i cant sleep right....blah...ive been hanging out with eli like everyday...i wish he werent going to jail! last night we foosed and boozed as usual...i must say...im getting better and better...this morning i woke up with my socks and eli's socks on...lol o man i am an idiot...
still im rambling...i need to stop drinking everyday....i go to court tomorrow...im going to be soooo fucked!!!!!
school is kicking my ass...i think im going to drop my accounting class because today i said something to the teacher about going over the chapters before we go home and try to do the homework...and he pretty much said o well..thats my style of teaching and that he wanted us to get frustrated with finding out everything that we can do wrong....fuck that
my grandpa isnt doing very well...im trying to prepare myself for the envidiable...i just ...fuck