Idle Hands...
So after a goodnights sleep, I have changed alittle. That always happens to me though, I always am different when I wake up from when I went to sleep. That is something I have come to appreciate. No matter what happens to me when I went to bed, I can still wake up with the attitude that this day will be better. I really am looking forward to today, I have two tests to study for, and a major project due, but I get to spend some quality time with my friend Jordan, and all we do is laugh. He is really funny, i really like that I am finally laughing again. It seems like ages. I guess I didn't realize how sad I was, till I hung out with him. I mean, I can fake it for most people, but when I am with Jordan my laughter and happiness are so sincere. I wish I could erase all things that remind me of my problems, just so I could enjoy more moments like these.
Today I am going to contact Portland State University, maybe I will be there for at least winter quarter, but I hope fall too. Also the University of Oregon as well. What is my draw to oregon? I don't know, considering I have only ever been to cannon beach and seaside. But I think I really would like it. Everyone who I know who goes to oregon really likes it. Jordan and I have had many a talks about oregon, he grew up there, and we may even take a trip down there. I hope so... It would be so fun! Yesterday we played Fifa Soccer on his X-box, and although I wasn't great at it, I still had fun. Then we played fifa online with this guy that totally kicked our asses. I really liked it though. Getting to be apart of video gaming is not new for me, but to be honest I always enjoyed it. I am really happy to have friends like Brittany, Addy, Jordan and Megan, the people who are by my side whenever I need it. I'm happy addy and I are close right now, she is so sweet, and we both have major boy issues. I worked out last night, and that felt good, and spent some quality time with my sisters. I also painted, and I love to paint. It is so theraputic for me. My room needs to be painted now, even more so than my canvas.
I miss britany, she is in arizona right now, my new sushi buddy... And I am thinking if I don't go away for school next year, maybe I will get a prius. And, my dad might open up a coffee shop, so I may start working for Starbucks. I am excited though, and Chicago on may 6th. Whoo hoo! And my birthday on may 14th. yes. can't wait. I guess I will be keeping busy... and that's all that matters. Having fun and keeping busy. you know what they say about Idle Hands... what a bad movie.
Today I am going to contact Portland State University, maybe I will be there for at least winter quarter, but I hope fall too. Also the University of Oregon as well. What is my draw to oregon? I don't know, considering I have only ever been to cannon beach and seaside. But I think I really would like it. Everyone who I know who goes to oregon really likes it. Jordan and I have had many a talks about oregon, he grew up there, and we may even take a trip down there. I hope so... It would be so fun! Yesterday we played Fifa Soccer on his X-box, and although I wasn't great at it, I still had fun. Then we played fifa online with this guy that totally kicked our asses. I really liked it though. Getting to be apart of video gaming is not new for me, but to be honest I always enjoyed it. I am really happy to have friends like Brittany, Addy, Jordan and Megan, the people who are by my side whenever I need it. I'm happy addy and I are close right now, she is so sweet, and we both have major boy issues. I worked out last night, and that felt good, and spent some quality time with my sisters. I also painted, and I love to paint. It is so theraputic for me. My room needs to be painted now, even more so than my canvas.
I miss britany, she is in arizona right now, my new sushi buddy... And I am thinking if I don't go away for school next year, maybe I will get a prius. And, my dad might open up a coffee shop, so I may start working for Starbucks. I am excited though, and Chicago on may 6th. Whoo hoo! And my birthday on may 14th. yes. can't wait. I guess I will be keeping busy... and that's all that matters. Having fun and keeping busy. you know what they say about Idle Hands... what a bad movie.