Alright.
I guess I'd have to say that I'm feeling much better than I have been in months. Work has been extremely busy, which has always been my number one preferred distraction method in life, so that's good. A new girl named Kristen started and she's fun to be around so it perks things up on the boring days.
My roommate and I are still getting along pretty well. I feel like I have to chase him down for rent every month which is getting really annoying and uncomfortable. it astonishes me to listen how some people handle their money. He makes 15k more than I do and he lives check to check. I just don't get it. It makes me wish I hosted a TV show similar to "made" where I could bombard their life and take over their finances. I'd be really good at it. I rock with budgeting.
My group of friends has been leaning on each other a lot.. I guess because James, Morgan, and I are all single now so we are leaning on each other for support and entertainment, and Theodora is just around to have something to do. We've started calling ourselves "the pussy posse" which I find hilarious. Theodora even found a shot glass with four different alcohol glasses on it titled "group therapy" and she says the shot glass represents the pussy posse.
I've started to push dating into the back burner. It's never going to work out with Jake, and it's becoming easy to accept that. I'm glad that we reconnected this last year and gave it another go, but he just doesn't want what I want and I'm not going to get hurt trying anymore.
Aside from him, I have a really good idea of what I want, and I realize that I'm not likely to find it easy. I'm done meeting random guys when I go out, and I realized I kind of act like a ball breaker when guys try and talk to me. A year ago I wanted to go on dates with anyone who would offer, but now I'm done wasting my time. Everyone says you find love when you stop looking, and I'm ready to stop looking. I like my friends, my dogs, and the movies I've got recorded on my DVR. I don't need some guy to entertain me. I've even gotten used to sleeping alone and I kind of prefer it that way. (as do my dogs!) so ya know, things are alright.
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