a...simple..triste?
i had so hoped i would have lived to see..no..no im sorry..these past several days have seen me in ceaseless motion..borne across gardens and empty wastelands....i felt as if i wastn moving in space...but traveling back in time as though i had left my present behind in those feilds and now am moving swiftly and irrevocably back into that dark and sordid memory of paradise...and of course...i was riven by the sudden fearful conviction that the happy life i led back there in paradise could never be reclaimed.. there is almost nothing to tie me to this present.. nothing but you... you my anchor who sleeps soundly, untroubled, and unshakable in your loyalty, your contiment....your beliefs...i could hear the flowers in the wind again....if only from your whispers...i beg of thee...forgivness