For Now and For Never...I Do and I Wont.
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Lay me to rest my sickening martyr
Lay me to death.
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Death without your touch, your kiss... without your words im nothing. Cant you see it? Cant you see my eyes anymore lover?
Words, pointless and trivial.
vows, always broken and forgotten.
will it be the same on our wedding night my love?
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His hands slid over the same ivory lid that held the same things from the same memories. There was only one vast difference in the commonplace movements, the words being sung quietly.
He hated having to leave that night, his lovers eyes welled up with crystaline tears...the blinding white light that shone around them having already dissipated...he knew it would be too long before he could hold him again...but he was willing to wait for it. Waiting seemed so trivial, nonimportant like it used to....the days he waited seemed like centuries...but what were a couple hundred years to him?
He walked between each grave, each small stone for each person gone and still yet, forgoten, his fingers still working over the finely detailed lid.
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Rainier.... I cant tell you about what im feelign right now because i havent the words to explain it. Im sorry if you think im being childish or spoiled...or maybe just difficult...but tell me... how would you react to hearing that i had to have a woman bear my children? that i had to do with her what i do with you? you simply cannot tell you that you wouldnt be just as upset...
i cant write this..i never could.
Rainier. My horrible little fae...my lover..my ....heart. i cant sit idly by anymore...i know that this cant be bypassed..and i also know that....i love you.. i love you i love you... it makes me sick to my stomach... but i knwo that you came back to me after Victoria...after all of tihs... but im scared this time...and i dont knwo what to do..i feel likea child..like im stuck in a nightmare and ic ant wake up...
be my saviour....just this once....show me that life is still worth living...that we really do have a family..with peril and hizu..you adn i....show me that you love me rain.....just this once...
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How i wish you were here with me now.... your hand held so firmly in mine..
How i wish i were there with you now.... my body pressed gently against yours..
Its a lonely place here...without you now... its someplace i had forgotten....
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Lay me down to sleep, your fingertips sliding over my lips.
tell me goodnight.
Kiss my eyes and sing me my lulla-bye
Bade me goodbye.
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Lay me to rest my sickening martyr
Lay me to death.
~
Death without your touch, your kiss... without your words im nothing. Cant you see it? Cant you see my eyes anymore lover?
Words, pointless and trivial.
vows, always broken and forgotten.
will it be the same on our wedding night my love?
~~~
His hands slid over the same ivory lid that held the same things from the same memories. There was only one vast difference in the commonplace movements, the words being sung quietly.
He hated having to leave that night, his lovers eyes welled up with crystaline tears...the blinding white light that shone around them having already dissipated...he knew it would be too long before he could hold him again...but he was willing to wait for it. Waiting seemed so trivial, nonimportant like it used to....the days he waited seemed like centuries...but what were a couple hundred years to him?
He walked between each grave, each small stone for each person gone and still yet, forgoten, his fingers still working over the finely detailed lid.
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Rainier.... I cant tell you about what im feelign right now because i havent the words to explain it. Im sorry if you think im being childish or spoiled...or maybe just difficult...but tell me... how would you react to hearing that i had to have a woman bear my children? that i had to do with her what i do with you? you simply cannot tell you that you wouldnt be just as upset...
i cant write this..i never could.
Rainier. My horrible little fae...my lover..my ....heart. i cant sit idly by anymore...i know that this cant be bypassed..and i also know that....i love you.. i love you i love you... it makes me sick to my stomach... but i knwo that you came back to me after Victoria...after all of tihs... but im scared this time...and i dont knwo what to do..i feel likea child..like im stuck in a nightmare and ic ant wake up...
be my saviour....just this once....show me that life is still worth living...that we really do have a family..with peril and hizu..you adn i....show me that you love me rain.....just this once...
~~
How i wish you were here with me now.... your hand held so firmly in mine..
How i wish i were there with you now.... my body pressed gently against yours..
Its a lonely place here...without you now... its someplace i had forgotten....
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Lay me down to sleep, your fingertips sliding over my lips.
tell me goodnight.
Kiss my eyes and sing me my lulla-bye
Bade me goodbye.