"But one time out of ten, everything is perfect for us all..."
Two weeks in Florida and being back is absolutely miserable. I spent literally a half hour at home the day after I came back. This place is absolutely depressing. Made an ass of myself in front of, undoubtedly, the most gorgeous guy I've ever met. Strangely enough, he's an animation major at AiFL. If they all look like that, I will have absolutely no problem getting up and going to class in the morning.
The insomnia is only getting worse. I can't sleep and it's coupled with late night anxiety attacks. I'm a raging bipolar and I have no qualms about saying it. 4 hours of sleep and I don't dream anymore.
I've got two weeks to decide on whether or not I'm going to dropping everything and moving to Florida. *insert the "NO! Lorraine, you can't move to Florida!" here* If I go now, everything transfers no problem, with housing and parking. I get to keep my car. (Granted, it's not a Ferrari or anything but I'm in love with it anyway.) Originally, I had planned to move later on this year and transfer. School officially starts in October. For the first time in a long time, I'm happy with the people in my life and I'll be leaving all of that. If I do go to AiFL, it'll be the third school change I've made since the beginning of the summer. I hate AiB and I had every intention of using it as a transitional school. It's just that I didn't intend for the transition to happen so quickly. It's really weird how things go so slowly for a while and then they pick up faster than you can keep up with. If I transfer later, chances are I'm going to be about five grand in debt. And that's five grand I don't have to begin with. So, I have no idea what the hell I'm doing but I guess I've got to do it fast.
The insomnia is only getting worse. I can't sleep and it's coupled with late night anxiety attacks. I'm a raging bipolar and I have no qualms about saying it. 4 hours of sleep and I don't dream anymore.
I've got two weeks to decide on whether or not I'm going to dropping everything and moving to Florida. *insert the "NO! Lorraine, you can't move to Florida!" here* If I go now, everything transfers no problem, with housing and parking. I get to keep my car. (Granted, it's not a Ferrari or anything but I'm in love with it anyway.) Originally, I had planned to move later on this year and transfer. School officially starts in October. For the first time in a long time, I'm happy with the people in my life and I'll be leaving all of that. If I do go to AiFL, it'll be the third school change I've made since the beginning of the summer. I hate AiB and I had every intention of using it as a transitional school. It's just that I didn't intend for the transition to happen so quickly. It's really weird how things go so slowly for a while and then they pick up faster than you can keep up with. If I transfer later, chances are I'm going to be about five grand in debt. And that's five grand I don't have to begin with. So, I have no idea what the hell I'm doing but I guess I've got to do it fast.