slightly alien
I don't know why I keep tripping over the same problems every time I fall into this hole. It must be because i'm the same person today that I was yesterday, and I never confront the issues. I don't even know what triggers it. But right now, there's a slight sense of panic in that part of me that doesn't know what to do with herself. In fact, right now I feel a little panicky all over.
It's not even anything major. But once it starts, it can never stop. It's like that lengthy lecture your parents have with you; first they nitpick your grades, then your study habits, then your bad habits in general, then your appearance, then they compare you to other kids...
It was really sudden too. I just looked in the mirror this morning and my emotions just decided I wasn't worth it.
I don't even have anyone to talk to anymore. Saying that would have sounded foreign to me a while ago.
It's not even anything major. But once it starts, it can never stop. It's like that lengthy lecture your parents have with you; first they nitpick your grades, then your study habits, then your bad habits in general, then your appearance, then they compare you to other kids...
It was really sudden too. I just looked in the mirror this morning and my emotions just decided I wasn't worth it.
I don't even have anyone to talk to anymore. Saying that would have sounded foreign to me a while ago.