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i have had to pare down my lj friends, as i became aware of a reader who is not on my friends list reading through someone elses journal, im soory if this affects anone who wanted to stay, but im very uncomfortable having my currant situation under survaelance. for judgement.
just know im doing the best i can under my currant situation and trying to get my life into a less chaotic situation.
my kids and trying to keep an amiable divorce is utmost on my mind, and i have to realize my d'ffing is for my protection as well as the potection of others, but im just now realizing the benefits for myself.
saying nothing is best..... letting others have their opinions how ever uninformed they are, and when sooo much could be said , it is best not to say anything more.
and realizeing when others what to see what they want they will never see your side till they are ready. maybe never, if the actions are extreme for what they think out of the ordinary for what they think you should or should not do.
i know me i know whats in my heart i know my goals , where i want to be, and all i can do is get through this crap and i know what is best for me and my kids, i need to get there in one peice.
with no more drama then the crap i have to put up with from my almost ex husband....and trust me it is a huge burden to bear, as well as quite the most eye opening experience i have ever had, to the "fight reflex" in people.
just know im doing the best i can under my currant situation and trying to get my life into a less chaotic situation.
my kids and trying to keep an amiable divorce is utmost on my mind, and i have to realize my d'ffing is for my protection as well as the potection of others, but im just now realizing the benefits for myself.
saying nothing is best..... letting others have their opinions how ever uninformed they are, and when sooo much could be said , it is best not to say anything more.
and realizeing when others what to see what they want they will never see your side till they are ready. maybe never, if the actions are extreme for what they think out of the ordinary for what they think you should or should not do.
i know me i know whats in my heart i know my goals , where i want to be, and all i can do is get through this crap and i know what is best for me and my kids, i need to get there in one peice.
with no more drama then the crap i have to put up with from my almost ex husband....and trust me it is a huge burden to bear, as well as quite the most eye opening experience i have ever had, to the "fight reflex" in people.