jeez-o-petes!
i need to get a few things straight...
matt did not cheat on me... and that has nothing to do with why we broke up. if he did... okay. but according to him, he did not. so who ever is spreading the shit saying that he did...shut up. i dont need to get phone calls from him, telling me to tell everyone to shut up. it is none of your buisness so stay out if it. i would really apprecitate it. i have enough shit to put up with , i really dont need anymore. we all thought that he cheated on me "three" other times...but come to find out, he did not. it just needs to stop. seriously. thank you.
anyways though. nothign new has really been going on. just school. cheer. friends. and that is about it. i have had enough of all this cheer drama. that is for sure! ahhh...i dont think i can take much more of it. but what would i be without the cheer in me? just not the same allie.that is for sure. school is really hard this year. last year was still by far the hardest, but this year is pretty difficult itself. i thought it was going to be really easy. but its not. not at all. kinda stinks. but o well. it happens. friends are wonderful. i miss hanging out with a few, that i dont hang out with so much anymore. it kinda makes me sad :( i hope some things start to change this year ...
so lets talk about how i need a date to homecoming :D anyone want to go with me? <3 but we are for sure getting a bus limo. and anyone that wants to come is more than welcome, to join us. it will be loads of fun! i promise! =) but jsut let me know. the more people the better! :)
i need to get back to my normal self. i just dont feel the same anymore. i feel like a peice of me is missing. i cant explain it. at all. i wish someone could find the words for me...
well i have to get back to my homework. i have tons of it. and some visitors are supposed to come to my work today... ;) im so excited! they still better come !!!
im so lost without you...
xoXO--