cuz its all in my head i think about it over and over again....
Okay, today i feel happy and sad at the same time. The last couple of days ive been in the pits because i miss Mike. He doesnt know how much i love him. He has this new girlfriend Lauren. I dont even know her, but i hate her becuase she has mike. I get jelious very easaly. i just want him to know how much i love him.
I asked him if he would give me another chance, he said he couldnt break up with lauren for me again. he said it would be too hard. It wasnt hard for him obviously. but it hurt me so bad. The thing is, is that i see him everyday. he lives like 5 houses away, and goes to the same school as me. It really blows. i just wish he would understand how much i love him and care about him. I just dont know how he can say he loves me, but still is going out with Lauren. It bothers me alot. I just really dont understand and i wished i did it would be alot easyer on me.
I cry everynight... he does not know this. He told me he thinks Lauren is the one... makes me feel like i was nothing to him. It really bothers me. but hey, i guess life will go on.... or will it?
I asked him if he would give me another chance, he said he couldnt break up with lauren for me again. he said it would be too hard. It wasnt hard for him obviously. but it hurt me so bad. The thing is, is that i see him everyday. he lives like 5 houses away, and goes to the same school as me. It really blows. i just wish he would understand how much i love him and care about him. I just dont know how he can say he loves me, but still is going out with Lauren. It bothers me alot. I just really dont understand and i wished i did it would be alot easyer on me.
I cry everynight... he does not know this. He told me he thinks Lauren is the one... makes me feel like i was nothing to him. It really bothers me. but hey, i guess life will go on.... or will it?