sincerely
seems like my life was taking a turn for the worse. and then i started to realize to quit focusing on others and dwell upon myself. and thats what ive done. i was put into pace so i can graduate early. and thats what i plan on. im graduating in june no matter what. or at least i hope. ive decided that im not even going to try and strive to please anyone cause it just seems like i get fucked over in teh end.
my money
my car
my beer
my everything
people take advantage of others peoples kindness and its kind of sad. so fuck it. ive been a happier person lately. so i dont really give a fuck anymore. i can quit doing the shit i do if i wanted to. at least i can admit to the mistakes ive made. and try and make up for them. but its all in the past now. so no worries.
ive been sad because of the issue with guys. thats a pointless thing to dwell on. when brad came home it made me realize how much i miss having that someone that cares and wants to be with you. but after awhile ive come to realize....guys are assholes end of story. i can count the number of good guys left that i know, that are actually men. one of them is my best friend. the another one is hopefully something more. and the last 3 are my friends boyfriends, others, etc. whatever
i have no idea why im sitting here writting this entry. hah bored. this weekend was rachels birthday and i forgot to call her.
happy belated birthday rachel. i love you man.
12 years ive known that chick. and i still claim her as one of my homies.
-fin
my money
my car
my beer
my everything
people take advantage of others peoples kindness and its kind of sad. so fuck it. ive been a happier person lately. so i dont really give a fuck anymore. i can quit doing the shit i do if i wanted to. at least i can admit to the mistakes ive made. and try and make up for them. but its all in the past now. so no worries.
ive been sad because of the issue with guys. thats a pointless thing to dwell on. when brad came home it made me realize how much i miss having that someone that cares and wants to be with you. but after awhile ive come to realize....guys are assholes end of story. i can count the number of good guys left that i know, that are actually men. one of them is my best friend. the another one is hopefully something more. and the last 3 are my friends boyfriends, others, etc. whatever
i have no idea why im sitting here writting this entry. hah bored. this weekend was rachels birthday and i forgot to call her.
happy belated birthday rachel. i love you man.
12 years ive known that chick. and i still claim her as one of my homies.
-fin